really wish my parents were more self-aware about our non-christian ancestry because sometimes they say some annoying shit like "how can you say christianity is bad if you never tried it, my parents taught it to me and it's amazing"
maybe i should stop thinking about our tribe's genocide and go decompress with a videogame alkfdjk
quite the mental health moment since last week due to a series of factors (like PTSD resurfacing). every few hours every day as of recently ive been reminded about family's tribe, my birthday (nov 10), the nazi submarines that roamed the coast for a while in WWII and tbh it may be also cause im working on a character of mine whose backstory is basically a fantasy version of all the bullshit my families have historically faced but that my parents refuse to acknowledge
some depressing shit maybe
like theres nothing to do here even tho its a large city cos everyone hates gay men & trans women & ppl often assume im the former & like the rich neighborhoods are even more intolerant in general. i live in the poorer half of the city where gay teens and trans women have been murdered (esp in 2014 when hate crimes skyrocketed) & my health is so fragile i become sick for weeks if i change up my routine too much. + im almost unable to feel fun due to my schizophrenia
fake pedophilia and other anti-queer bullshit
yikes, i guess making myself visibly jewish in online brasilian circles causes people to assume im "on their side" because they think being a jew is synonymous to loving bolsonaro and bibi. shouldnt be surprised since my area's jewish community is all like "we are pro-judeochristian culture and anti-pedophilia!" and shit on anything that's not strictly heteronormative. still not really familiar with the rest of the country's communities tho
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